happy birthday miss darling...:)

Happy happy birthday sweetheart…J I love you...JJ

I don’t know what to say ra. I’ve just come from the market @ 8:37 p.m with some sweets and I sat to write this straight away so I could paste this here.. J

So, my darling’s no more a teenager after this night… J she’s goanna become my ‘woman’ from my ‘girl’….isn’t she???

Just kidding darling…  J you’re always my ‘girl’ no matter how old you are...  You know what?? When I was going through cards for you yesterday… I came across this card that reads you’re one year older now….but you don’t need to worry about your age until people start buying you books with bigger fonts to read… :D :D :D

Ha ha ha... I thought of giving you that one. But I just thought the card had some more time to come along.

You know why I’m telling you all this…???

No it’s not to tell you I went out to buy you a card yesterday…

And of course it’s not to tell you I bought you a card yesterday. Obviously, there’s no point in telling, you’re goanna have the pic. Of the card here.

It’s because…sweetheart I’ve seen people who start feeling like they are kids no more... they need to start acing more mature… and like a lot has to be done… and like that they have the entire family’s no no, entire world’s burden on their shoulders once they cross their teenage…

It’s not like that darling, we’re still kids and we ‘can’ take things normally the way we’ve been taking all these years… we have a lot of time to learn how to take things seriously and we have really wonderful people to learn this from…

I know you’re mature enough already, J you know how to take things seriously, ‘and’ which things to take seriously… I already know I need not tell you that.

I just want you to be happy the way you have been… all these years, loving people around you… dad, mom, akka, and everybody else…J you don’t need to rush things to higher maturity levels, I’m not teaching you how to behave sweetheart… I’m just trying to help out ‘in case’ you need an advice… and I know you don’t need mine… you’re wiser than me, the world knows it…J

Hey let me tell you something… you know what’s so exiting about not being a teenager anymore???

(Just spent a couple of minutes on your facebook profile... you look really really good ra…J)

Yes, the exiting thing about not being a teenager anymore is… you get to marry when you are in your 20’s…J:P just kidding…

You know what the best part is….???

My darling gets to see her dream, her aim, being a well credited and reputed doctor… (I can bet she ‘is’ one already)… you have so many wonderful things waiting for you darling… and to get there… you ‘will’ have to be in your 20’s one day or the other.

Let your body be in your 20’s… but… let the child in you live… let the little demon in you live…J

You’re a sweetheart darling… we have a lot more life to come… we’ll have a lot of fun… we’ll (you) do all the things again we (you) used to do when we (you) were a kid… we’ll(you) shout we’ll(you) scream… we’ll break things… we’ll (you) play in rain… lots of things we’re goanna do…J[I just hope we’ll do this together…]…J ok ok, I should not be wishing for you anything…it’s your birthday and you’re the birthday baby…so, it’s only your right to wish for something…

I hope and wish that this ‘special’ part of your life has a lot in it for you…surprises…success…love…care…health… what not, everything…J you deserve all the happiness In the world ra…J

I love you ra…J

May you be blessed with all the happiness in the world…

I love you… I wish I could write your name here…

I will make sure your name is here next year around, I just feel I don’t have the right to use your name… that is the reason your name is not here…

And your name will be here on your next birthday irrespective of where our relation stands…J

See…the entire nation is celebrating my jaan’s birthday, its diwali coincidentally tomorrow. I’ve told you earlier jaan… your birthday has always been special to me in one or the other manner…J

I love you.J

Pics of stuff on your birthday…J

Your card…J

Sweets…J

Love you darling…J

I love you.

Happy birthday…

Happy diwali, take your calls but don’t wait late on them ra…J I’ve told you in my last post…J

Party hard tomorrow…

G0od night…

I love you…J

Ended @9:40 p.m.

all your cards from 2006 through 2011(right to left)...:) just thought you'd like to see...i love you darling... good night ... happy happy birthday...:):):)
pics uploaded @1:37 a.m

i miss you.

i miss you...
i'm hollow. i'm too deep i'm scared of myself...:(:( please help...

i love you.

happy birthday bangaram...my sweet little chunk of moon...!! i love you. :)

actually i must be writing this a couple of hours later but i'm too tired by yesterday's journey back to dhanbad.
first of all.
happy birthday darling.
happy birthday bangaram..!
i love you.
wish you many many more happy returns of the day.
may you be blessed with with outstanding health( no compromise here.. :) )oh!! and of course on this birthday of your's may you be blessed with enough wisdom to keep your diet and remember the fact that you will be a very very successful doc. one day any way but you even need to take care of yourself. :).
darling i wish to see you in much better health than what I've heard off people telling me about you.
pity i couldn't see you though.:)
may you be blessed with with all people you cherish..you love and you care for.
may you be blessed with with peace of mind
may you be blessed with much more success an your life which may bring you more and more happiness...


In short...
i wish you all the happiness in your life...!
keep the smile keep the spirit keep the fun in you alive...!!!
i love you for what you are.:)
i love you whatever you are.
that's not the topic now...i know.. but still i can't stop myself from saying this to you..!!
keep your health.
take care of your self..
have a very very happy life ahead and i know you will be successful in your career any way...
with or without my wishes..
but i only hope you will be mine personally ra.
i don't really believe any other person in this world will be able to take so good care of you as i can.
my fear is that you won't get the treatment you deserve ra.
you're a darling ra you're a sweet heart. you deserve all the happiness in life...you deserve every luxury..you deserve care of the highest order you deserve your own space in life apart from family and other responsibilities.
i wish you'll never feel short of these in your life.
I LOVE YOU
have a very very happy and fun-filled party tomorrow darling.
i may not be there but you're always with me..:)
i love you.
take care sweet heart.
you know something. i feel drunk because of the swing of the past 34 hr train journey and the night out i had to do in yesterday's train.
love is pouring in on you sweet heart.
i feel like never stopping writing to you...
i feel like doing this throughout the night but you inside me tells me that i should put a stop to this and go to bed posting you a happy birthday msg on your face book wall.
think i should do this since i think from the time i started this blog.
i've corrected more words than i've written:)
i'm having a terrible swing of the train and i feel someone has put my eyes on fire. hey wait 4 a sec. i've bought a birthday greeting 4 u.
i'll upload it right away.:)
just hold on for a moment.:):)

oh and the sweets i'm going to distribute today in my hostel..:)

yummy pulla reddy kaju roll on your birthday bangaram..!!
did not bring it particularly to distribute today, actually brought it from home for friends here.
mom sent them.
you know what darling??
every birthday of yours has been special to me today even the delivery of our car has been taken on this very day 3 years ago..:)
you mom(in-law of course) sent them this time around to distribute here...and i'm doing this tonight..!!:)
love you sweet.
swings increased to terrible heights now...!!!
don't think i can sit any more..
waiting for my darling's birthday even more enthusiastically than her( i'm being too exaggerated...that can't be..can it??).
love you darling..
wish you a very very happy birthday bangaram..!!
i have to wait on your facebook profile now.
love you jaanu.
happy birthday once again.:):)














“Love that we cannot have lasts the longest, is the strongest, and hurts the deepest.”
but in my case i love you so much that you can never hurt me whatever you do.!!!!
i love you too much to be annoyed, hurt, or angry with you...:)
good night darling.
take your phone calls but don't wait too much on them.
sleep at-least before 1-30 am.:)
O.M.G i don't even have the sense of what i'm writing.
i'm not in a state to understand..!!
gotta check my post myself tomorrow..:):)
love you more.
happy birthday once again.
good night.:)